Most times we beat ourselves so much for not being good at various things. We are our own biggest critic! I speak for myself actually. When it comes to planning & execution, I want everything to be detailed, I actually don't mind the delivery being robotic, when I involve vendors, I want seamless service.
But you know what... this perfectionist mentality is the thief of joy and is at the core of ingratitude because it makes me expect so much from others and even more from myself & best is never good enough for me. But as I reflect, and listen to some mentors, what hit me hard today is "Elly you can't be good at everything"
If that is part of your struggle, please give yourself a break, focus on your strength, learn new skills but don't force all your fingers in your mouth.